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Friday, January 13, 2006

*head implodes*

I'm giving up Neopets for a couple weeks and I'm so incredibly bored! Every time I sit down at the computer I automaticly go for Neo. It's so hard not to. This is gonna be painful. *sigh*

But anyway, here's another bad poem written long ago. It's really very bad. Yes, I also dedicated this to Sam. I was completely head-over-heels in love with him at the time. *blushes*

Love
Love
Is like a roaring ocean
Is like a gentle dove
Can't you see?
My love
Would conquer armies
Would cross deserts
If only you would let it
Why do you refuse?
I only want to see you
To touch you
To love you
Is this too much?
Love
Can be a purring kitten
Or a galloping horse
If only you would let it
Why do you ignore me?
Why must you be so cruel?
I deduce
That the only way I can adore you
Is from afar.
So goodbye, my dear
And always remember,
I love you.

*goes insane*

I'm giving up Neopets for a couple weeks and I'm so incredibly bored! Every time I sit down at the computer I automaticly go for Neo. It's so hard not to. This is gonna be painful. *sigh*

But anyway, here's another bad poem written long ago. It's really very bad. Yes, I also dedicated this to Sam. I was completely head-over-heels in love with him at the time. *blushes*

Love
Love
Is like a roaring ocean
Is like a gentle dove
Can't you see?
My love
Would conquer armies
Would cross deserts
If only you would let it
Why do you refuse?
I only want to see you
To touch you
To love you
Is this too much?
Love
Can be a purring kitten
Or a galloping horse
If only you would let it
Why do you ignore me?
Why must you be so cruel?
I deduce
That the only way I can adore you
Is from afar.
So goodbye, my dear
And always remember,
I love you.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

If Only

My dear, you don't know
How I love you. I wish you did.
When I think about you, my heart stops.
My one wish would be that you would
Love me back.
I would sing for yoy
Dance for you
Do anything to please you.
If only you know,
My life would be so much easier.
But, for now, I will bear the burder
Of love alone.
My love,
When I see you, my heart melts
Like wax to the flame,
If only you knew.
I would give you my heart if you'd take it
My soul if you wanted it
I'd give you the world if I held it
I'd die
Suffer
Cry
All for you.
And life would be so simple,
If only you knew.

I wrote this a long time ago. it was my first poem ever. I had written at the top:
"Dedicated to Samuel Alan Heath".

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Salut

My dear, precious child,

I love your laugh. And so often it is heard. It stands out to Me above the chatter of the millions of My children. I love how you find the bright side of every shadow. The silver lining on every dark cloud. I appreciate how you always find unique ways to cheer up My other children.

Even when you aren't laughing, and feel as if you'll never laugh again, come close to me. When your parents are at it again, fighting the never-ending fight that consumes their lives, I see you, curled up and crying on your bed. I'm only a thought away, closer than your heartbeat. In less time than it takes to think I could be with you, comforting you, wiping your tears as you sob. Won't you let Me? It hurts Me more than you when you cry. Can't you see? All My angels are begging Me to let them surround you, to hold you.