*dies*
I've never been so scared in my life.11:31 PM Saturday night and running camera tomorrow. I could die. I want to die. I'll never sleep. Last time I ran camera I was awful. Fortunately Stephanie gave me a tip, to actually sit on the floor and slide around on your butt when you need a new shot. Also Mark said to take a deep breath just before your shot comes on, and hold it 'till it goes off. Still, I want to die. Not really. Maybe just hurt myself enough to earn a long stay in the hospital with everyone visiting and being unable to run camera. That was one of the few downfalls of having a broken foot, I was only in the ER for a few minutes, it wasn't serious enough for an overnight stay or anything. Which stank. XD I know, I'm ebil, but congratulate me on being honest.
Anyway, back to being terrified. If I could, I would seriously hurt myself, I'm that scared. I humiliated myself so bad two weeks ago.
Plus, I miss Bible Fellowship! I couldn't go last week, it was Easter, no BF. Maybe in two weeks, if Jonathan doesn't schedule me interferingly. I think seeing him makes up for lost BF time, however. Happy place...happy place...
On a lighter note, I spent a long time covering every inch of my cell phone with duct tape. It looks seriously awesome. If I'm not lazy I might just post a picture.
Fat chance.
Anyway, I should get to bed. Maybe a bit extra sleep will help (NOT).
All my loves!
<3-madd
posted by Kathryn at
4/22/2006 11:32:00 PM
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I had to do the camera for a friend's graduation ceremony three years ago. I was so freaked out. You only have one high-school graduation, and so I was totally thinking I'd mess everything up.
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Carey, at
2:18 PM
You'll be alright, Madd.
By the way, is Madd your real name or is it just a nickname?
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Carey, at
2:19 PM
Tack you did great today! And don't you dare shake your head! I was there, I saw it! You are doing so good! Soon you'll be a real pro. I'm sorry I didn't get to hang around, but I had to leave early. I luv ya!
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untamed, at
8:48 PM
Stephie, mai camera broke, so I only did it for a few shots in the beginning. I did do better the first service. See soon-to-come new post.
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Kathryn, at
11:18 AM
Your website has a useful information for beginners like me.
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Anonymous, at
2:57 AM
Nice! Where you get this guestbook? I want the same script.. Awesome content. thankyou.
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3:16 AM
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